...Blue Smile,

In a dark night With a violet sky,
Stood a lovely girl With a blue smile.
I wanted to ask Why her smile was blue,
I wanted to know If she was lonely too.
Then she turned to me With her fading smile,
And she answered me With a teary eye,
No matter where Or who youre happy with,
Hapiness is just Riding on the wind;
Just when you get it You devolve in ease,
Then it goes again Solely on whim.
So I stand here With my weary smile,
So may hapiness Comes without a cost.
I'm afraid this time Even if it reaches,
My fears and scars Will drive it to the wind.
I began to think What then could be done;
Would the lovely girl Again truely smile.
It then came to me If I never leave,
Maybe I can hold The hapiness she needs.
As I held her close All through the night,
I could see that her Face began to shine,
And through her light began to smile,
With her lovely shine Came along a thought;
She was hapiness, All that I would need,
With her lovely smile I would feel at ease,
With my happy thought Came along a breez,
Which then suddenly Took her off her feet,
With her rising high I began to fear,
For the me without The happiness she bears.
I reached for her feet But the heavy wind,
Threw me to the ground Scaring me deep.
With the sun setting She could not be seen,
It was then that her Words began to mean.
On a dark night With a violet sky
Stood a lovely boy With a blue smile

...HBD Radhey, #RADHASHTAMI

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Radha was Krishna's Love,

Nay, Radha was Krishna's part,
Krishna was Radha's heart,
She came dancing to tune of flute,
She was breath of his music,
She filled his Murali with Love divine,
He made her spine his flute,
Chakras become seven holes of flute,
played strange notes, became her light and joy,
Sitting below lean against tree,
with legs stretched like kind loving mother,
She took his head in her lap,
Love talked for hours in silence,
Her face Krishna saw in his own light,
And in her eyes his own figure,
In her heart his own face,
Love is that lamp glowing in her heart,
light of love spread whole world,
even the Sun and moon reflected Radha's love!

He became her smile,
she laughed his hearts joy,
She shed tears of his pain,
Never cared for shame and blame,
Never showed shyness,
As her star like love shines
Sound was there companionship,
Innocent she was about his divinity,
He gave his all to her plain love without vanity!

Radha, Radha was Krishna's breath sounded,
Krishna, Krishna was her heart danced,
No jealousy no possessiveness,
Radha was great and her love too,
No touch of selfishness, love's spotless devotion,
Pure was heart without corruption,
Her love revolved around Him,
Just as Earth around the Sun,
Or moon around the earth!
Her love shined in the sky,
Shaded clouds shy red at dawn and dusk,
Golden sun rays of dawn, adorned her love,
white face of high clouds shy to red,
Black low clouds shed tears when krishna was a bit late,
Cooling the burn,
to put off the fire of longing!

Radha was nature and she was filled with Krishna's spirit,
Radha was great to make Krishna Great,
She was her Guru, she became his motherlike at times,
She was friend and guide,
Never enjoyed his downward slide,
He filled her breath in his heart and mind,
Made it wide and light,
Prepared him for his high flight
No internal fight, every thing straight and her heart was ever light
Filled with eternal love's light
She taught every thing in love is always right,
When only heart is light
with love's innocent purity extreme!

_keyur_everything

...Forever,

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You're so special - more than you know and more than I show.
You're my soul mate, you're my lover, you're all that I know.

It's your smile and it's your eyes; it's your heart and it's your cries.
I'll love you forever, even long after we die.

You're my friend and you're my life.
You're my light and you're my wife.

You're my shoulder and my strength.
I would die for you and go to any length.

You're the person I need and the one who is there.
I have you right now, and it doesn't seem fair.

'Cause right now isn't enough and forever is too soon.
Without you I would die and not know what to do.

You're more than a friend and more than a wife, too.
You're my forever, and forever isn't long enough for me and you.

There's a place in heaven waiting just for you.
I pray there is room right there beside you for me, too.

You're a beautiful soul, and I could forget you never.
I just pray that we are always together now and forever.

_keyur_everything

...Unknowingly,

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...All we'll ever be is best friends.

This I'm still trying to accept.

It shouldn't be this way.

You should be mine and only mine.

I've wanted to tell you, but I just can't.

You aren't just that good girl whom i know.

You've turned into the best,

And there's absolutely nothing I can do.

That night changed everything.

When you told me you love him,

You abandoned me as if I didn't matter.

Now I'm sitting here alone in the dark,

watching the old you slowly moving, And watching me die too.

This pain lingers around my heart.

I can't leave you like this,

And you don't even know...

You never seem to notice...

How I cringe when you miss him.

Or the reason why I relating him.

You never seem to notice...

The way I've supported you.

Or the way I admire you.

And most of all,

You never seem to notice...

The way i wanted to or i do LOVE YOU...

_keyur_everything

..Sleepless,

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Baroda city was sleeping.
Loneliness was growing. The mist was enveloping.Boarding down from ships. The wind is walking on land.I’m crying locked up in a glass cage.Loneliness surrounding me. It’s torture.

Your thoughts are making me go sleepless.
Moon didn’t kiss me and offered me a coffee in the morning.

She’s not here to blow out a speck falling into my eyes.
Why aren’t you here with me to calm my ruffled mind?

I’m here and you are there.
These moments of loneliness are like years for me.

Sea is here blue is there. Have we become a paradigm for it?

Baroda city was sleeping.
Loneliness was growing. The mist was enveloping.

My pen writes imposition of your name in my diary.
My pen acquires sweetness with ants swarming it.

Though it’s chill out here.
Why this hotty summer has turned into winter this moment?

If you come, my dear.
Even cold ice will burnt into lava.

The city of Baroda was asleep.
Loneliness has been rising. The mist has been enveloping.
Boarding off the boat. The wind is walking on the field.

I cry locked up in a glass cage.
The loneliness around me. The loneliness around me. It’s a torture thing.

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_keyur_everything

...UnLoving Him,

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I unlove you
I don't care if it's a neologism
It's my heart you imprisoned
And I unlove you for that

You were everything I wanted
Because I love everything you're not
I love it a lot, like a lot a lot
And I love what you don't look like
I've fallen head over heels for
Whose personality you don't resemble
I long for the way your kisses differ
How the *** isn't as curricular
But of course that's not enough

I want to want you
And "you" is an easy word to rhyme with
So that's what I won't do
See how easily I'm distracted away
From what you've got, what I can't say?
Because all I know is what you don't relay
How we share a not-so-bad day
I've got a question... if I may

I should love you for what you've got, right?
For all you are and not for who you're not, right?
If this holds true, we'll descend from the spotlight
'Cause I don't care about who you are, just who you're not quite
I unlove you with my whole heart
And I refuse to dig any further
I like to love everthing you're not about
And I pray that's okay with you

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-she_everything,