...your turn,

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How can I not love you

Though my heart says I do
How could I not want you
You've taken my soul out of the blue

I can't see you
Nor can kiss you
But I'm really certain
This feeling is true

I maybe a friend
And there's nothing I can do
Somehow I wish
You'll feel the same way too

Contineous conversations
Exchanging opinions
Brings out a lot
Discoveries and revelations

Sharing point of views
And arguing on some issues
In one way or another
You've come to know me better

Step on step,

Relation to relation,

Roles to roles,

Limits to limits,

You came near to me, close to me

Time had passed
Realization atlast
Quit denying the fact
I am winning your heart

Sweetest thing we have achieved is we become clossest to each other with lovefull, respectfull and peacefully distance.

Let's celebrate my Dear
Let's make it through
This is the right time

To say you love me too

_keyur_everything

....my Happiness is Yours,

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To feel your embrace is heaven on earth

your caress, your gentle aggresiveness
the deep pleading in your eyes for my body to be intertwined with yours..
we melt into one another
our souls connecting, our skin vibrating
pleasantly awaiting that moment of complete serenity
that bliss
the trembling of our tender quakes, lost in submission..
heads in the clouds, counting wisps of broken dreams
carrying the weight of the world in our hopeful hearts, beating together as
One _a solid entity

i stroke your cheek, imaginging for that moment that we are the only two on the planet
far-stretched across the galaxy
our very existence shedding light throughout the cosmos..
you wink, a guilty smile
knowing the thoughts floating thru my mind
ever-dreaming, lost in space & time with you..
we shed our skin, glowing in the naked vulnerability of our souls:
on display, for only us to see
a cloak of protection surrounding each other from the outside world
our love a vast secret of hope for all the jaded souls who hoard away their love
buried under heartache and unforgiveness
relentlessly hiding their shame
an atrocity to all those who've cast aside bitter memories
grasping at the void for acceptance and bliss..

the stars shine bright in the night sky
overwhelming me with their capacity to give and give, and never take
they shed their light over our swelling hearts, catering to our every wish
a beautiful gesture of pure loving kindness
a feat i will cherish for all of my days..
you stir slightly, not wanting to jolt me from my peaceful reverie
nonetheless, unabashedly watching me delight in the unfathomable universe surrounding us
your half-cracked smile says it all, as you glow with admiration
or is it my glow that is pouring over you?
quietly, i take your hand in mine, smoothing the hair on your neck
i rest my head in the crevice of your shoulder
thoughts drifting in and out

only heaven on earth remains

_keyur_everything

...i Care,

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I'm sending this to let you know

I think of you each second,
And pray for your recovery,
Hoping soon you'll be okay.

You're going through a lot right now;
You're treatments can be trying;
Remember while you do them
It's your problem you're defying.

Hold on to your positive attitude,
And when things get hard to bear,
Know that I am here for you;
Remember that I care.

And when you're well and flourishing,
Look back and realize,
You learned what you were made of;
That's a reward that satisfies!

I believe in you; You can do it!

_keyur_everything

...first night,

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Hey, I am so sorry my WiFi. I am so unfare that I slept last night before you came. I slept like I don't have that same feelings and respect at all like I insulted your moods and feels for me. But trust me, I never ever ever been intented like that. I know this can be not so special than I could be with you last night but when I opened my eyes, I found you near here close to me.

I am loving you by watching you sleeping.

I am looking at your innocent face which is still have that last blur caring smile which you may be had while watching me slept. It convincing me that you were not disappointed for that. I can see that last storm of love you felt by coming close to me. I can see your that moulded lips which was may be ready to kiss me in love. I can see that relaxing peace on pupils which may be you felt by watching me after sleeping close to me. I found your that Baby finger twisted and locked with mine to tell me and realise me that you'll never leave me. Trust me this was damn pleasurable for me like we are sleeping like wrapping each other. I found your chicks light and bright red coloured which are telling me that how notty you came up to be with me but that nottiness had been surendered against cuteness of my sleeping face.

I can feel you the same may be what you had felt before you sleep. Yet I am looking at you, your this face which is still loving me in sleep. Which is telling me that you are there in your dreams, with me, awaken and loving me more and more. I was not imagined that our this first night will become this much special, lovefull and pleasurable without being touched and involved with each other.

May be I will get a sleep again after telling you this. And when you will be awaken you will find me with this all same things on my face too. That smile, that rounded lips and that pinky chicks.

May be it can turned you on or may be it can hurt you more if I am completely wrong about my absence but the thing is,

I can't lose you any how. I can't miss you more. I just can't let you go far from me. I will not untie this baby fingers. They have enough right to have there own s&x life.

But, at the end. I request you to be as same as you feels after reading this message.

I don't want anything from you after getting that special ring in my hand with your name.

I can not forget last day,

I can not forget our togetherness,

I can not forget your that all hugs which were given to tell me that I am yours, that special you is for me and your best you can do is just about being with me.

I can't not forget that kisses which was given to me to tell me that you are kissing through me to my gentleness, kindness, politeness, sweetness and Infiniteness.

I can not forget your that on knee proposal. that lines which was saying

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Hey

Marry me...

Plz plz plz

You are the most beautiful soul of the world.

It was my dream to execute this to the partner of my life which is becoming true cz of you.

As i have decided that i will do this to the most deserving guy, and you are the one who deserves this

So....please marry me...'"

And I could not figure out that I am dead here or I just started to breath.

I just could express my everything through that forehead kiss after accepting your propose and the same I wanted to do right now after watching you sleeping. But, I will not do it. I will wait for you. I don't want to steel that feeling you feels while I kiss you like that. So I am waiting my babe..., I hope we will get back soon together.

I know this will explain my this late 125 mins which I spend with my sleeping wife on our first night. And I would say, this is the most precious feeling of the world.

I love you my wife. And hope you will make me awaken instantly to show me your most valuable reactions for this.

Till the time, I am coming in to your dreams

_keyur_everything

...MisUnderstanding,

...you said it was just a misunderstanding
but it wasn't
how could you say that
i understand perfectly what happened
why can't you

it was not a misunderstanding
i said no
i said stop
i cried
i yelled
i trembled
and i was in both physical and mental pain

but she didnt listen
She was forceful
and aggressive
and i couldnt wrap my head around what just happened
until several hours later

you found out the next day
and decided to come up with your own conclusions
but you won't listen to what actually happened

you ignore
and pretend its nothing
that it was a misunderstanding
and that i am okay

well i am not okay
it was not nothing
and its okay to not be okay
and its okay to have something going on in your life

but you weren't there for me
even though you tell everyone you were
she wouldn't be proud
and you know exactly who I'm talking about

she's looking over not just me
but you as well
and she's devastated

as well as i am

because it was not a misunderstanding
it was assault
it was ****
it was wrong

_keyur_everything 

...i should,

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Which life shall I follow?
What path should I take?
Should I go left or right?
And make the same mistakes.
Like I've done in the past.
Or should I move far away and start over again?
Because I'm a senior in high school and knew too much about the game.
The Lifestyle? The People? and even about the Money?
For me it all has to change.
So what do I do?
Because I've made big mistakes.
It's either this way or that way.
What more can I say?
I guess whatever comes down to it...
I'm going to change and make my grandma proud because she's up in heaven
With all the other angels like family members
I have lost in the past 8 years for goodness sake
So I guess I am going to change
But not for my own good
But for someone who always counted on me
No matter what mistakes I've made
Because in the end
I got a whole team up in heaven
Who want to see me make it
And when I hit that ball over the fence
You know I didn't do it for me
But for the loved ones
We miss very truly

_keyur_everything