...She',

She sits in shadows
Displaced by life
Forgotten by self
Dejected by all those Crows that fly Northwards

A Sparrow hawk calls
She remembers him but utters nothing
that is desirable
He flies onwards, Never to look upon her Dark princess Of lower grounds
She holds fast and keeps council with demons
Demons who roam the corridors of her soul
Pulling the cloak over her nakedness
as the stage  illuminates the way
An actress of sorts
Another west end show
A vagabond who plays her hero
Darkness falls from her
And all who are touched by her fateful hand
Will linger no more in sun drenched meadows
Too bright to see, Too good to believe
Her fearfulness becomes her
Her innocence laid bare upon a slab of false regret
Be he gone from her mind
She may be free
For what lingers a princess in darkness
Than a love betrayed
The darkened hour may find its way into any heart
The broken man, Can do as he tries
But stumbles when he beholds her stare.

_keyur_everything

...Blue Smile,

In a dark night With a violet sky,
Stood a lovely girl With a blue smile.
I wanted to ask Why her smile was blue,
I wanted to know If she was lonely too.
Then she turned to me With her fading smile,
And she answered me With a teary eye,
No matter where Or who youre happy with,
Hapiness is just Riding on the wind;
Just when you get it You devolve in ease,
Then it goes again Solely on whim.
So I stand here With my weary smile,
So may hapiness Comes without a cost.
I'm afraid this time Even if it reaches,
My fears and scars Will drive it to the wind.
I began to think What then could be done;
Would the lovely girl Again truely smile.
It then came to me If I never leave,
Maybe I can hold The hapiness she needs.
As I held her close All through the night,
I could see that her Face began to shine,
And through her light began to smile,
With her lovely shine Came along a thought;
She was hapiness, All that I would need,
With her lovely smile I would feel at ease,
With my happy thought Came along a breez,
Which then suddenly Took her off her feet,
With her rising high I began to fear,
For the me without The happiness she bears.
I reached for her feet But the heavy wind,
Threw me to the ground Scaring me deep.
With the sun setting She could not be seen,
It was then that her Words began to mean.
On a dark night With a violet sky
Stood a lovely boy With a blue smile

...HBD Radhey, #RADHASHTAMI

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Radha was Krishna's Love,

Nay, Radha was Krishna's part,
Krishna was Radha's heart,
She came dancing to tune of flute,
She was breath of his music,
She filled his Murali with Love divine,
He made her spine his flute,
Chakras become seven holes of flute,
played strange notes, became her light and joy,
Sitting below lean against tree,
with legs stretched like kind loving mother,
She took his head in her lap,
Love talked for hours in silence,
Her face Krishna saw in his own light,
And in her eyes his own figure,
In her heart his own face,
Love is that lamp glowing in her heart,
light of love spread whole world,
even the Sun and moon reflected Radha's love!

He became her smile,
she laughed his hearts joy,
She shed tears of his pain,
Never cared for shame and blame,
Never showed shyness,
As her star like love shines
Sound was there companionship,
Innocent she was about his divinity,
He gave his all to her plain love without vanity!

Radha, Radha was Krishna's breath sounded,
Krishna, Krishna was her heart danced,
No jealousy no possessiveness,
Radha was great and her love too,
No touch of selfishness, love's spotless devotion,
Pure was heart without corruption,
Her love revolved around Him,
Just as Earth around the Sun,
Or moon around the earth!
Her love shined in the sky,
Shaded clouds shy red at dawn and dusk,
Golden sun rays of dawn, adorned her love,
white face of high clouds shy to red,
Black low clouds shed tears when krishna was a bit late,
Cooling the burn,
to put off the fire of longing!

Radha was nature and she was filled with Krishna's spirit,
Radha was great to make Krishna Great,
She was her Guru, she became his motherlike at times,
She was friend and guide,
Never enjoyed his downward slide,
He filled her breath in his heart and mind,
Made it wide and light,
Prepared him for his high flight
No internal fight, every thing straight and her heart was ever light
Filled with eternal love's light
She taught every thing in love is always right,
When only heart is light
with love's innocent purity extreme!

_keyur_everything

...Forever,

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You're so special - more than you know and more than I show.
You're my soul mate, you're my lover, you're all that I know.

It's your smile and it's your eyes; it's your heart and it's your cries.
I'll love you forever, even long after we die.

You're my friend and you're my life.
You're my light and you're my wife.

You're my shoulder and my strength.
I would die for you and go to any length.

You're the person I need and the one who is there.
I have you right now, and it doesn't seem fair.

'Cause right now isn't enough and forever is too soon.
Without you I would die and not know what to do.

You're more than a friend and more than a wife, too.
You're my forever, and forever isn't long enough for me and you.

There's a place in heaven waiting just for you.
I pray there is room right there beside you for me, too.

You're a beautiful soul, and I could forget you never.
I just pray that we are always together now and forever.

_keyur_everything

...Unknowingly,

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...All we'll ever be is best friends.

This I'm still trying to accept.

It shouldn't be this way.

You should be mine and only mine.

I've wanted to tell you, but I just can't.

You aren't just that good girl whom i know.

You've turned into the best,

And there's absolutely nothing I can do.

That night changed everything.

When you told me you love him,

You abandoned me as if I didn't matter.

Now I'm sitting here alone in the dark,

watching the old you slowly moving, And watching me die too.

This pain lingers around my heart.

I can't leave you like this,

And you don't even know...

You never seem to notice...

How I cringe when you miss him.

Or the reason why I relating him.

You never seem to notice...

The way I've supported you.

Or the way I admire you.

And most of all,

You never seem to notice...

The way i wanted to or i do LOVE YOU...

_keyur_everything

..Sleepless,

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Baroda city was sleeping.
Loneliness was growing. The mist was enveloping.Boarding down from ships. The wind is walking on land.I’m crying locked up in a glass cage.Loneliness surrounding me. It’s torture.

Your thoughts are making me go sleepless.
Moon didn’t kiss me and offered me a coffee in the morning.

She’s not here to blow out a speck falling into my eyes.
Why aren’t you here with me to calm my ruffled mind?

I’m here and you are there.
These moments of loneliness are like years for me.

Sea is here blue is there. Have we become a paradigm for it?

Baroda city was sleeping.
Loneliness was growing. The mist was enveloping.

My pen writes imposition of your name in my diary.
My pen acquires sweetness with ants swarming it.

Though it’s chill out here.
Why this hotty summer has turned into winter this moment?

If you come, my dear.
Even cold ice will burnt into lava.

The city of Baroda was asleep.
Loneliness has been rising. The mist has been enveloping.
Boarding off the boat. The wind is walking on the field.

I cry locked up in a glass cage.
The loneliness around me. The loneliness around me. It’s a torture thing.

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_keyur_everything

...UnLoving Him,

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I unlove you
I don't care if it's a neologism
It's my heart you imprisoned
And I unlove you for that

You were everything I wanted
Because I love everything you're not
I love it a lot, like a lot a lot
And I love what you don't look like
I've fallen head over heels for
Whose personality you don't resemble
I long for the way your kisses differ
How the *** isn't as curricular
But of course that's not enough

I want to want you
And "you" is an easy word to rhyme with
So that's what I won't do
See how easily I'm distracted away
From what you've got, what I can't say?
Because all I know is what you don't relay
How we share a not-so-bad day
I've got a question... if I may

I should love you for what you've got, right?
For all you are and not for who you're not, right?
If this holds true, we'll descend from the spotlight
'Cause I don't care about who you are, just who you're not quite
I unlove you with my whole heart
And I refuse to dig any further
I like to love everthing you're not about
And I pray that's okay with you

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-she_everything,

...I will,

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In times of grief and sorrow,
whenever you feel low,
I'll be there with you.

When you have a problem hidden,
whenever you're lost in confusion
and you don't know what to do,
I'll be there to listen to you.

Whenever you feel lonely
and you're frustrated and angry,
whenever you're hurt and broken,
when there is no one to wipe your tears
and it feels too hard for you to bear,
I'll be there to put a smile on your face.
I'll be there to endure it with you.

Whenever you feel anxious and unenlightened,
and you're afraid, stressed and frightened,
when things get hazy
and you feel like going crazy,
I'll show you the way to serenity.
I'll be there to comfort you.

When your days are dark
and life is down from its mark,
whenever you feel hopeless
and nothing is going right,
I'll be there.
I'll help you with your fight.

I'll be standing by you
through good and bad moments,
to cheer you up during breakdowns,
to admire your accomplishments,
to appreciate, to adore
like I've been there before.
I'll always be there to support you,
with what I can and all that I have.

As a companion, as a friend,
someone you can trust,
someone who won't leave you till the end,
someone who really cares for you.

I promise
I will be there for you.

_keyur_everything

..I promise,

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I promise to always lift you up
When you are feeling down.
I promise to wipe your tears
When you feel you need to cry.
I promise to keep you smiling
To show off that beautiful smile you have.
I promise to be your strength
Whenever you fall weak.
I promise to be your voice
When you can't find the words.
I promise to be your eyes
When you cannot see.
I promise to be your ears
When you cannot hear.
I promise to always tell you what's real
When you want to hear the truth.
I promise to be your dream catcher
To chase away your every fear.
I promise to be your smile
When you're frowning.
I promise to always cheer you up
When you are down and blue.
I promise to give you faith
When you are feeling insecure.
I promise to keep you sturdy
When you are feeling unsafe.
I promise to listen
When you need to talk.
I promise to tell you no lies,
Just what is true.
I promise to always lend you my shoulder
For when you need to cry.
I promise to always hold you
When you need someone.
I promise to always care for you.
Wherever you are, I promise to always be there.
I promise to never hurt you and never break your heart.
I can't promise you the world.
I can't promise you the sky.
I can't promise you that we will never fight.
I can't promise you that I will never cry,
But I can promise you that I will always be true to you,
And baby, I promise that I will always love you more than anything
With all my heart.
No matter what happens or what we go through.
I'll love you until the end of time!
I'll be your guardian angel.
That's my promise to you!

_keyur_everything

...Sindoor,

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Maang ki sindoor rekha tumse puchhegi kal,

Yoon mujhe Sar par sajaane ka tumhe adhikaar kya hain..!

Tum kahogi wo samarpan bachpanaa tha to kahegi,

Gar wo sab kuchh bachpana tha to kaho phir pyaar kyaa hain.!

Kal koi ulhad aaynaa bawra zonka pawan ka,

Jab tumhare eengito par gandh bhar dega chaman mein

Yaa koi chandaa dhara ka roop ka maara bechara,

Kalpana ke taar se naxatra jad dega gagan mein,

Tab yahi vichhuye, mahawar, chhudiya, gajare kahenge,

Iss amar saubhagya ke shrungaar ka adhikar kya hain..!

Maang ki sindoor rekha tumse ye pucchegi kal,

Yoon mujhe Sar par sajaane ka tumhe adhikaar kya hain..!

Tum kahogi wo samarpan bachpana tha to kahegi,

Gar wo sab kuch bachpana tha to kaho phir pyaar kya hain

Kal koi tumhare khwaabo ka sehra sarr par sajayega,

Jab tumhari saptavarni chhanv me sone chalega,

Yaa koi haara thaka vyaakul sipahi tumhare

Vax par dhar sees hichkiyaa rone lagega,

Tab kisi tann par kasi do baanh jud kar poonch lengi,

Iss pranay jeevan samar me jeet kya hain haar kya hain..!

Maang ki sindoor rekha tumse ye pucchegi kal,

Yoon mujhe Sar par sajaane ka tumhe adhikaar kya hain..!

Tum kahogi wo samarpan bachpana tha to kahegi,

Gar wo sab kuch bachpana tha to kaho phir pyaar kya hain.

_keyur_everything

...My Bride,

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Today will be perfect 

In every single way.
A beautiful fairy tale
For your wedding day.
The theme of your day
Is to have love and laughter
And to live your days
Happily ever after.

Living happily is
What we need to survive,
So how does one keep
The magic alive?
How do you light a spark
That never goes out?
And how does one live a life
Without fear or doubt?

How do some people manage
To keep their love strong?
And how do some couples
Always feel like they belong?
What do you need to do
To stay in love forever
And make each day special
And grow fonder together?

Well, these very questions
You must address every day.
You must take the time
To go out of your way,
To always share love
And always share laughter,
To do whatever it takes
To live happily ever after.

Here is a recipe
I think is a must,
So let's begin with
Always having trust.
Don't forget it's important
To have total respect,
And to always stay loyal
To keep your love perfect.

You must communicate
Each and every day.
Three special little words
You must never forget to say,
"I love you." It's amazing
How these words make you feel
Happy, safe, and valued,
And they will keep your love real.

A simple act of kindness
Goes a long, long way.
Blend it with understanding
And you can't go astray.
Don't forget friendship.
It will help you to cope.
Add a sprinkle of faith
And an abundance of hope.

Remember your smile.
It is beautiful to see.
It can brighten one's day.
It can make you feel free.
So my wish for you both
Is you always have love and laughter,
And I pray that you will enjoy
Your happily ever after.

My love for you is unconditional and enduring.
To you I promise to always be reassuring.

My love for you protects you and is honorable.
To you I promise to always be faithful.

My love for you is understanding and passionate.
To you I promise to always be compassionate.

My love for you is thoughtful and cherishing.
To you I promise to always be devoted and caring.

My love for you is patient and kind.
To you I promise this always until the end of time.

My love for you is selfless and forgiving.
To you I promise this always, for as long as I am living.

My love for you is devoted and encouraging.
To you I promise to always listen and never be detouring.

I promise to show you, my wife, that I love you in all that I do.
I can promise these things because with all of my heart I love you.

_keyur_everything

..Yaadon ki Yaad,

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Dekho na kese wo yaad aa rahi hain,

K Wo har pal ki baatein yaad aa rahi hain.

Tune chamakti aankho se dekha tha mujhe,

K Wo aankho ki har masti yaad aa rahi hain.

Fir pyaare un hontho se pukara tha mujhe,

K Wo lafzo ki har kasti yaad aa rahi hain,

Mujhe kitni shiddat se chaaha tha tune,

K Wo dil ki befikriyaan yaad aa rahi hain.

Khuda se bhi badhakar kuchh mana tha tune,

K Wo risto ki jabarjastiyaan yaad aa rahi hain.

Meri galtiyon ke liye tha chhoda mujhe,

K Wo nishabd abhivyakyiyaa yaad aa rahi hain.

Fir narazgi se tha muh moda tune,

K Wo nirasha ki siskiyaa yaad aa rahi hain.

Tutkar judne ka avsar diya tune,

K Wo vishwas ki beshumariyaa yaad aa rahi hain

Thaher kar sudhar ne ka ishara bhi diya tune,

K Wo nisahej samajhdariya yaad aa rahi hain.

Aaj naye sire se ek baar fir thama hain tune,

K Wo saari nadaniyaan yaad aa rahi hain.

Sab samjhke samjhaake khatm kiya tune

K Wo har sachi nirdoshiyaan yaad aa rahi hain.

Ab jab sab kuchh pehle sa sonp diya tune,

To Wo pyaari si dostiyaan yaad aa rahi hain,

kho kar kuchh esa paya hain aaj tujhe,

K aaj wo har zinda yaadein yaad aa rahi hain.

_keyur_everything

..Affraid,

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She was a thrifted sweater 

and denim 

and jersey knit sheets

Pizza breath 

and red wine

and toothpaste

Alabaster skin 

and knotted hair 

and freckled shoulders

A tangible dream 

and my favorite good morning

She agreed to let me kiss her 

and I agreed to let her slip my shirt over my head

before she became

Blood 

and tears

"I trusted you" 

and "I’m sorry"

Midnight poems 

and a drunk "I need you"

I’m afraid that

I loved you like the way I wrote

_keyur_everything

Happy Women's Day -2022

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It’s the day to celebrate
It’s the day to think
For all that the world have done
To the charming colour pink
They blocked off her way
They chased her that day
They stormed all her life
Her blurred eyes did say
An unarmed woman
With self arrested courage
They pulled down her confidence
With their harsh and sharp image
They found her so helpless
They made her to cry
They turned her life to hell
And forced her to die
But let me say a word
A word full of hope
She made her way out
And learned how to cope
A woman, a mother, a wife
With patience she strives
Caring, bearing and working
Still struggling with life…

She gave life. She is a wife

She is a mother and she is a friend

She is a sister a survivor to the end

Appreciate her, we don’t dare

Ask her worries, we don’t care

Wipe away her tears, they are invisible as air

She works cooks and clean

She laughs, helps comfort, and hides her pain

When you struggle she pulls you through

All this is she and what do we do?

Complain and create a mess

Provide stress and leave her feeling depressed

Push her away and ignore her advice

Tell her she is nothing without thinking twice

She was raped tortured and abused

Told she was nothing and would always be used just for pleasure forget her pain

She swallows her pride, put her feelings aside

Does as you need in order for you to be free

Ignores your ignorance and tolerates your flaws

You call her Bitch, Slut, Hoe and Tramp

She answers with pride dignity and a complete loss of self

You call her nothing

I call her Strong, Smart, Sensual, Caring, Giving, Surviving, Tolerant and powerful

I call her WOMAN!

Today is a celebration for women all around the world
Ladies who’ve dared to dream big, ever since they were little girls
For the diversity and talent that lie within a feminine heart
For the courage and determination that prevents us falling apart
We can raise families and build businesses and be proud of all we’ve achieved
Where once over, visions of that scale, could never have been believed
Ladies, stand up and be counted, smile at how far we have come
And Cherish every single day, as daughter, wife, companions or mum
Don’t let anybody tell you that there are set paths for you to follow
As a little girl with a passion, is an inspiring woman of tomorrow
So celebrate all women, and acknowledge the great things they do
And tell a lady close to your heart, just how much she means to you..

Count all the ways you’re beautiful
Your soul and your spirit
Your brilliant body
And all the wonder within it
Your heart full of love
Your mind full of care
Your eyes full of awe
Your lungs full of air
Your chest full of pride
Your muscles full of strength
Your brain full of questions
Your compassion,immense
Your hands that can comfort
Your words that can soothe
Your conscience that roots you In the good
right and true
You are a miracle, Unique through and through
So count the ways you’re beautiful And always be proud of you!

_keyur_UnBeatably_everything

...Lost my Friend,

Do you know what it feels like to be left behind?
Losing everyone around you in such little time.

I try not to worry since they're left in the past,
But it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts.

It's hard to hide behind this frown,
When on the inside you're on the verge of a breakdown.

I've lost everyone that meant the world to me.
All I have left of them are these memories.

You have no idea how badly I want them back.
But they've left me in the past which was their plan of attack.

The pain of losing them will never go away.
I'm tired of feeling like this every day.

I feel like I no longer belong.
I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong.

_keyur_everything