..UnExpectadly,

My heart beats slow, calm, and steady
When you’re not near,
But when I see your face
It beats quickly and unclear,

Feelings for you that I did not want
Ones that I tried to fight,
Developed so quickly
And filled my heart with fright,

The thought of losing you
Fills my soul with sadness,
Knowing you will be gone from me
Causes my heart such madness,

When you’re not near
I wish that you were,
And when you are
My emotions begin to stir,

I miss you already
And you’re still within my reach,
Soon you will be gone from me
A lesson forgotten to teach,

When will I learn
To not fall again,
To avoid these things
My heart keeps asking when,

I do this to my self
Cause myself this pain,
But sometimes I just can’t help
To do it all over again,

The timing is wrong
It always seems to be,
When I want something so much
Life does this to me,

I remembered that first quick hug,

With proud after sudden poem,

That made me shivering,

Than 3 more to changed the game,

That all 3 was from your side,

I was been squished and hide,

I felt all of them so warm,

equal from sis, love and mom,

I never had that kind of ever,

Nor i have give for sure,

But i need that now forever,

Or may be just required once more.

The way that im feeling
Is oh so very true,
I can’t help these feelings
I fell in love with you!

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...your Hug,

...She hugged me today.

Once or twice.
It was the only time
Only time she actually hugged me
Wow..Me!?

Like flashbacks,
That hug.
It plays back in my mind,
Over and over again.
I experience every detail Again.
As if it were my first time.
The first time she gave me that hug.  
The first time you gave me that hug.

Every emotion
I felt,
I feel them again.
Every thought
That crossed my mind,
I think them again.

Every unsteady breath
That I took,
I take them again.

I've experienced them,
Because of that hug.
And because of that hug,
I experience it all again.

She actually saw me.
She noticed me.
She hugged me...
And I hugged her back.
I slept like on her shoulder.
And she let me.
Wow, She let me..!?

That hug.
Her hug.
I remember feeling her
I actually touched her
I was looking...
Looking for something to hold.
My hands grazed against them,
Her fragrance,
As I tried to grasp
Onto to her well-fitted top & well settled hair,
While she held me close.

Her intentions.They were friendly,
Of course.
But when she held me close,
I felt so secure.

In that moment
I was safe,
Everything was okay.
I was sure.
I felt just i was alive

you made me feel safe
you.
With that hug of yours

It was clean, pure & miracle 

I've never been hugged-
Well I have, but..
Not like that.
Never before.

I've never been able to forget
The way her arms felt
Wrapped around me
In such a reassuring
And caring way.
I never will.
And probably to you,
It was nothing more
Than just *A Hug.
And that's all it ever was.
And all it ever will be

A hug from a caring friend

But to me..

*that hug, it meant so much more

As it gave my self to me in a seconds,

Hug, Your Hug,

My dream address it becomes

From the moment i had that HUG,

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...your Smile - 2,

Your smile.
Smile.
I think to myself.
Please just smile.
Something about your smile.
your sweet, simple, **** smile.
It razzles my brain.
How can one person go on living
without seeing your smile?

Your smile,
your lively, loving, lush smile.
I can only go on for just a short while
without seeing that wonderful smile.
Something about it flutters my heart.
and thats just the start.

Its like you have a secret,
a secret only you know,
a secret worth smiling about,
a secret that puts a twinkle in your eye.
A secret that makes me smile,
how do you do that?
I want to ask, I really do...
How can you just smile
and make me think of sunshine
and beaches and everything sweet?
How can a smile dig down that deep?
Everyone can smile, everyone does.
I see a hundred smiles a day.
Your smile,
your moving, meaningful, mezmerizing smile.
What is it that makes your smile so sincere?
I thought I might have to pounder this thought for a while.
but then i just thought,

Its just becuase its YOUR smile.

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..Missing You,

I’m missing you like crazy

I think I’m going mad

I simply can’t stop thinking

of the special times we had.

Each moment lasts an hour

Each hour lasts a day

The clock is ticking slowly

Just because you went away.

I need you here beside me

I just want to see your face

To feel your precious heartbeat

And be lost in your embrace.

I gaze out of the window

And look up at the moon

I play the waiting Game

And pray you’ll be here soon.

They say hope springs eternal

Well I only hope it’s true

For I can’t bare the emptiness

That comes from missing you.

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..my Yellow Rose,

...as I bathe in her beauty

and I walk in her light
she takes my breath away
like love at first sight
My Yellow Rose,
to her I belong
she is my unwritten tale,
my unfinished song
no where else but with her
do I belong
awaiting completion,
awaiting our song
no where else but with her
do I belong
My Yellow Rose
My love, who
I have been waiting my whole life long
My Yellow Rose
My summer's kiss
My life, my love
My one true bliss
I send you my love sealed
and enveloped in a kiss
You are mine;
The one I'm forever to be with
If ever we are apart
Just know you are the sweet someone
I'd definitely miss
You are my everything
You are the reason that I exist
For to be without you .   .   .   .
Makes me not want to live
Like a shadow existing in the sun's
alighted pathway
You are the light you bring to
My each and everyday
For without you
There's nothing more to say
Except you without me
Isn't something that's suppose to be

For you are the half to complete the rest of me...

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..UnDeserving,

I'm not sure what happened
to everything we had.
One minute it seems
like things are near perfect.
The next I know,
they have all fallen apart.
What happened to talking for hours?
What happened to you making me smile?
I can't answer
any of these questions,
but there's one thing I know for sure.
The way you've treated me,
I wouldn't wish on anyone else.
Even thought I don't want to admit it
the things you did hurt.
You hurt me to the point
I can't stand seeing your picture,
or even hearing your name.
I wish I could say
I don't care about you anymore
but the truth is,
I'd be lying.
In the past I said
that I didn't deserve you,
but after everything that has happened,
I've changed my mind.
Truth is,
you don't deserve me.

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