...F.You,

To Fuck You

 I want to fuck you
There; I said it
Honesty without subtlety
Sex without love
No promises necessary
Love now spelled L.U.S.T
I want to fuck you

I want to fuck you everywhere
On the sofa, on the chair
I want to fuck you like a whore
I want to fuck you on the floor
I want to fuck and lick you
I want to fuck and stick you
I want to fuck you

I want to fuck in every crack
From the front and from the back
I want to fuck you in the car
I want to fuck you at the bar
I want to fuck you in the kitchen
Fuck you hard until you’re twitching
I want to fuck you

I want to fuck you in the bed
I want to fuck you in the head
I want lots and lots of fucking
With rampant intermittent sucking
I want to fuck you daylights dawning
I want to fuck you in the morning
I want to fuck you hard at night
I want to fuck you good and tight
I want to fuck you

I want to lick you every inch
I want to squeeze your tits and pinch
I want to kiss your ruby lips
I want to bite your ass and hips
I want to tingle all your bits
I want to cum all over your tits
I want to suck your toes and fingers
Until it’s the smell of sex that lingers
Ultimately; I just want to fuck you

Still all this fucking is in my mind
I’m not even sure if you’re even that kind
When you smile I wonder what you’re thinking
I want to tell you, but my ego is sinking
I just want to fuck you that is true
But honestly even a hug would do everything

..not & nor,

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you are not mine, nor am I yours

but I would long to be lost in you

in your flirty gaze

and in your smile like the midday sun

I’m not yours, nor does your voice pronounce my name

silence claims to be heard

the wind blows like a secret to be told

you love me so deeply that the screams

from your heart are the beats of mine

let me surround your breasts with impetuous love

round my caresses with the firmness of your character

I’m not yours yet I sink into sighs

when I see your heavenly eyes

let me fly on your warm waist

light me with the candle of a hug

with the flame

that does not fade before the storm of love.

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_keyur_everything_

...new Platinum,

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Kon kahe che? Ke chumban mate,

Apda banne nu hajar hovu jaroori chhe,

Prem ma dubelu hovu jaroori chhe,

Hosh ma naa hovu jaroori chhe,

Ankho bandh hovu jaroori chhe,

Swaaso unda thava jaroori chhe,

Dhabkaar zadpi thava jaroori chhe,

Runvaata ubha thava jaroori chhe,

Shareer ma thandi prasraay e jaroori chhe,

Hatho ma sparsh thavo jaroori chhe,

Ek bija ni najik hovu jaroori chhe,

Ek bija ni mahek jaroori che,

Hoth thi hoth nu madvu jaroori chhe,

Hoth ni suwaali bhinaash mehsoos thavi jaroori che,

Angalio nu chehra par farvu jaroori chhe,

Ek kasaayelu aalingan jaroori che,

Bas jaroori chhe to e chhe ek bija na prem ni mithaas ne chakhi sakay e swaad.

Ane eto darek rite sambhav chhe, kem ke 

Tu mari andar An An maa,

Ne bahar kan kan ma vaseli chhe.

Ej vicharine me tane maru chumban pirsu chhu.

Jema maggie banine Tu, ne cheez banine hu hajar chhu,

Jema mirchi jevo spicy, tomato jevo khatto ne onion jevo crunchy prem dubelo chhe,

Jema hosh khoi sakay evo swaad chhe,

Ankho bandh kari maani sakay evi mithas che,

Swaaso unda levay evi tikhash chhe,

Dhabkar zadpi thaay evi khavani aaturta chhe,

Runvata ubha kare eva chilli flakes chhe,

Sarir ma thandi prasray evo oragano chhe,

Hatho no sparsh janaay evi hotness chhe,

Ekbijani najik rehvay evu serving chhe,

Ek bija ni mahek made evi khushboo chhe,

Hoth thi Hoth made evu bite chhe,

Hoth ni bhinas mehsoos thay evu butter chhe,

Angaliono sparsh ene chaati sakay evi stickiness chhe,

Bas ek kasayelu aalingan missing chhe ama,

Pan mane vishwas chhe, ke jab tu ene khaai lais ane pachi jyare pan hu tari samax avis, e kami pan tu puri kai dais...

Karis ne puri...??

_keyur_everything

...Hangover,

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As long as time

Continues to pass
There will be one thing
You constantly amass

That is my love
And the space in my heart
No matter where we go
Together or apart

I'm stuck on you
Like a magnet to a fridge
If we were separated by thousands of miles
I'd learn to build a bridge

You are my drug
My sweet poison, my love
I'd never wish to leave you
Though push comes to shove

You're my good luck charm
My perfect four leaf clover
That's why I'll listen to the great Miss Ross
And remain in this love hangover

But i can't get hungover,

yet somehow i know the feeling.
i know the feeling because you were like
alcohol to me.
i am fatigued and weak,
when just before you came around i was
becoming strong again.
i became thirsty and
i really believed that you were
the cure.
in reality, i needed more water...
not more of you.
my decreased need of sleep makes sense.
after all, how can i sleep with the
pains that you bring me
constantly?
concentrating is so difficult,
whether its on a movie I'm watching or
even my school work.
everything has become a chore,
and the sunlight burns and i can't seem to
keep myself focused for more than a few seconds before
i go back to nowhere land.
even though I've never been hungover,
i know that i am with you.
hungover on the thought and the wishes that you

would become something more than a poison to me.

_keyur_everything

...Bebu,

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Ha satya chhe ke tu e nathi jeni mane sodh hati,

Ha satya j chhe ke hu ej chhu jeni tane sodh hati.

Ha e satya chhe ke hu tane prem karu chhu,

Ane ha e pan satya chhe ke mane marathi adhik prem kare chu tu,

Tem chhata me tane humesha mari e man gamti chhavi ma joi chhe, maani chhe ane santoshi chhe.

Bhale aa tafavat na lidhe tara ne mara vacche na antar ni dasha haji apoorn j chhe.

Pan hu kai rite bhulu taro vhaal, taru mara par nu dhyaan, tari sambhaad, taro prem?

Tare e darek vastu je kadach hu tara mate kari j nai sakti hoy.

Taru apda mate savare 4 vage uthine bhagwan ni pooja ne maala karvi,

Taru uthine ghar ni sari sambhad leti har ek vastu karvi,

Room na padadaa thi mari nidra todata prakash ne roki rakhvo,

Taru mara mate pag na moja thi laine gaadi ni chavi sudhini e adchan-hin taiyari karvi, hu mahine nikdu ne palang upar rakhela e kapda sathe hath ni watch, hath rumal, davao, paani, bhini badam, mari pen ane mask aa badhu najar ne j nai mara mann ne pan akarshtu j rahyu chhe.

Mara mate nasto pirasvu hoy ke mara mate tiffin bharvu hoy,

Mane sauthi lucky pati chhu e sabit karto tara hath ma maa no swaad made evo taro jadoo,

Mara mitron mate emni man pasand vangio banavi enna same maru samman uchu karvu

Mara ghar parivaar na loko ne tara pratyek ni vichar sarani badli de eva vartani thi rizaavvu

Hu nokari thi avu ne taru e snaan mate garam paani kari rakhvu,

Room ma AC on karine thandak kari rakhvi ane paani no bottle piva apvo.

Mane ungh ma chadar odhavi hoy ke bimari ma dava apvi,

Mari har ek swasth ni pure puri sambhad rakhvani tari chinta kyarek bhale mane zanzodi nakhe pan hu kyarey tari chhupayeli mari e chinta me khoti nai samjhi sakto.

Etle bhale prem ma sankoch aavyo hase, pan hu tane kyarey nafrat nai kari saku.

Tu, Priyanka Rathwa..

Mari Dharmpatni, Mari ardhangini ane Mari Jivan-sangini pura haqq thi chhe ane rahis.

Mane bas etlu khabar chhe k tara pase thi mane man gamti xano, khushio, safaltao made ke na made,

Pan ej man gamti xano, khushio, safalta tara vagar nathi maanvi e vishwas haji pan chhe.

Haa, mane tu joie chhe, humesha mate, mari sathe.

Mari humesha dua rehse, ke tu khush j rahe, potane pan mara jetli prem kare ane kyarey tara aansu na vahe.

Khubh khubh prem sathe,

Janm divas ni anant subhecchhao tane

Maru anany satya che tu,

Ke maru adadhu astitva che Bebu.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE

Yours,

Bholu

...Death Warrant,

...............Mail Received from Lord Yum...........

Date : 26/08/2021

To,

Keyur Rathwa

Age : 27

Vadodara, India.

Sub : Closer notice for your life according to inappropriate actions as per LOD (Law of Death)

Dear Keyur,

Find this mail as a closer notice for your life in accordance to your many inappropriate conditions, acts and behaviors which falls under the LOD (Law of Death).

You are being ordered to end your life by self because of the particulars mentioned as below for your reference:

1. You lost your confidence to live life respectfully. It was most important for you to keep it for your dreams and professional life work which is important for your and family.

2. You lost your self respect and not even trusting your self and ability. It was your duty to keep it for your life roles and responsibilities.

3. You are being fake and living multiple personality to justify your fears. It was not acceptable for your personality and definition.

4. You lost TRUST of your faithfullies. It was your duty to keep it for your better understanding and support.

5. You lost your most important and difining passions to judge and handle situation. You did not made a mistake before by using your passions in every situation of your life.

5. The most, you do not left lovable any more for anyone.

With respect to all above NCs its been ordered to you to surrender your life and accept a death warrant, 

Yours Deathlord,

Yum

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Keyur typing......

...she for him,

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I am not supposed to want him.

I am not supposed to care,
and yet I spend my time dreaming of all that we could share.
I am not supposed to think about him
or wonder where he has been,
but no matter how much I fight it,
thoughts of him sneak in.
I am not supposed to ponder where he is each night,
but he creeps into my vision when the stars shine bright.
I am always wishing he was here,

I hunger for a hug,
and I long to draw him near.
I am not supposed to imagine where he is
and what he does.
I am not supposed to need him.
I know these things. I do.
And yet I can't help myself

because I fell in love with him.

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_GentleWoman,

..My Motivation,

Looking back on all our years together,

It is amazing and inspiring,

To realize how far we’ve come,

How close we’ve grown,

The tough times we’ve endured,

And happy times we’ve shared.

Reflecting on the past and looking ahead,

I want you to know that after all this time,

What I find most amazing and inspiring…

Is you

I would leap the highest buildings,

I would brave any kind of danger,

All for you.

But I will never have the courage to do one thing,

To give you up.

Something we like and treasure together.

Something called, being a friend,

we have blended, nice and tight.

That’s here to stand, by my side.

With lots of love, you give to me,

remember this, at every time, you are my friend!

We’re going through this life, side-by-side.

Nothing, or no one, can come between us,

This is the way it will be, we agree.

even though, we are so far apart,

I’ll never stop being your sweetheart.

This is the way it will be, I know.

You’re the one who can make me laugh,

You’re the one who makes me feel good inside,

And you’re the one I want to live beside!

There has been so much hurt and so many tears,

But look we are still here;

And stronger than ever.

And I can honestly say that this is forever.

I thought of you, just yesterday, the day before that too.

For every day, good or bad, you’re always on my mind,

I hope you understand, the way I feel inside.

You’re exactly who I want, in every way.

You always make me smile, it’s nothing new,

Just remember this, I’m thinking about you!

Heart to heart, both always in motion.

So powerful this love, linked as one,

It’ll never go out, it’s as bright as the sun.

Always a candle, forever lit.

No one will separate us, forever we’ll be,

Always together, you and me.

Seeing the sun set

Hearing the rustle of leaves

Were never so aesthetic and sensual

As they have become since I met you

For you are my butterfly

You are my inspiration

The love of my life

My sunflower

through the worst of storms.

Leaning on the arms of love,

and never need any more.

I’ve known it all along.

You are my one true love,

My world.. My heart.. My soul!

Your nose, your lips, your hair, your feet.

I will never stop loving you,

You are so amazingly sweet.

I love that I love you,

I have loved you from the very start.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU,

I now hand you the key to my heart.

My love, my life, my eternity.

With you there is no end,

Let’s hold each other, our love to tend.

One thing is for sure in my heart.

You finish the circle throughout my life,

Like a never ending fire through the night.

And for us to be together, to never be apart.

No one else in the world can even compare,

You’re perfect and so is this love that we share.

I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give,

I’ll do anything for you as long as I live.

The day we both say “I do”.

And the gift that we will exchange.

The gift we’ve saved our whole lives to give that special one.

So forever you will be my one and only.

The one and only love of my life.

Together forever, cast in stone

Together forever, never alone

Together forever, even after their last breath

Unconditional love, like me and you

And my only light,

I get gloomy,

When you go out of sight.

My love for you,

Is so very true.

My love for you,

Is like sea.

Gives me peace and motivation,

That powers me.

And now, as I live in this moment,

 

I would move the largest mountains,

We have something, that holds us tight,

And, you’re my one and only true friend,

 

We can’t be undone, that’s the way it is,

I really want for you to know,

 

You are my other half,

I’m always thinking of you, that’s nothing new,

You’re everything I need and everything to me,

 

Flowers to flowers, oceans to oceans,

My soul is your soul, never it split,

 

Listening to the rain

Caring for each other,

This is how I feel for you,

 

Love all of you,

I look at you and can only see,

In this chaotic world of ours,

 

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,

We have so much more than I ever thought we would,

 

I can’t wait until we finally belong to each other.

Eternal love

Together in life as well as in death

Unconditional love between the two

 

You are my love,

 

_keyur_everything

...VICTIM,

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I’ve been trying to heal on my own,
trying to heal from the time you forced yourself into me.
The night I turned on myself,
lost who I was.
My body, a foreign and distant being.
She wasn’t mine anymore, you had ripped her from my grasp,
refusing to let go.
As much as I try, I’ll never have her fully back.

I'm not angry that you hurt me.
I'm angry for the way fear stole the words from my mouth
And surprise bound my hands and legs into your hold.
I'm angry that my mind spun the dial and settled on freeze.
I'm not angry that you hurt me.
I'm angry that silence hung between us,
Thicker than the air I was struggling to breathe,
That the absence of syllables prevented me from giving name
To the violation.
I'm not angry that you hurt me.
I am angry that I let you,
That I convinced myself saying 'yes' after I'd already said 'no'
Meant it wasn't so bad after all.
I'm not angry that you hurt me.
I'm angry that others violated so many boundaries
I thought love was a race to cross the finish over every line I'd ever drawn,
That my best interest and your desires were somehow the same thing.
I am not angry that you hurt me.
I am angry I sought you as a protector to fight the demons YOU gave me,
That I thought you could save me from the fear you were causing.
I'm not angry that you hurt me.
I am angry that the walls are now caving in
Around the idea that I could ever be clean,
That I am alone with the thought I somehow did this to myself,
That had I listened and not been so hell bent on breaking free of the literal chains,
Not been searching for liberation from my childhood hurts ,
Or chasing my power in the line between 'Love' and 'Lust',
I might still be a "gold-star angel" and not tainted goods.
I am not angry that you hurt me.
I am angry that I thought seeing past the scars on my skin meant you loved me,
That acknowledging how others had hurt me meant you wouldn't do the same.
I am angry that when your face appeared in my nightmares
I let you tell me I was mistaken,
That when I began to hate the word ILYSM and couldn't stand it to be mentioned,
I believed you when you said “I will never”.
Meanwhile, Mother writes it off as having "bad taste in men,"
As if she was not a link in the chain of how I ended up there,
Neglecting to mention I did not consent to being manipulated by a predator.

I'm not angry you hurt me.
I am angry because You made me feel like I owed you for loving me through the cracks,
And I am not one to skip out on debts.
I'm not angry that you hurt me.
I'm angry you stole the skin off my body and safety from my mind,
And I didn't fight back.
I wish you had just killed me so they can't say I was asking for it.
Was that not the purpose of the sword wedged under the mattress?
You should have finished the job when you grabbed me,
So I don't have to live with this.
I'm not angry that you hurt me.
I'm angry that I didn't stop it.
I'm not angry that you hurt me.
I'm angry that I let you.

_keyur_rapiest

...Self Proud,

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Be Proud of yourself, always
Do not let anything or anyone put you down
Terrible things are always going to happen
but you just have to remember:
Nothing lasts forever

Don't ever hate yourself
Your not perfect,
and you'll never be.
You'll always make mistakes and

everything will somehow go wrong in your life
But isn't that what life's about?
Everybody making mistakes, and then learning from it?

Promise me whoever is reading this piece of poem,
That you'll always believe in yourself and will not give up
and that you'll always believe that your the best,
and not hate yourself.
Don't let anyone or anything put you down
For, once again, no one's perfect

_keyur_everything

...Can't Love,

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The reason why I can’t love you back,
Isn’t because my love for you lacked,
It is just this world suck,
That in this situation we’re stuck;

I love you and the heaven knows I do,
But they said we shouldn’t push this through,
Because even God doesn’t want us to,
If this is wrong how could it feel so true?

This love I want to fight for,
Root of our families’ uproar,
I tried my best to ignore,
But fate is not in our side anymore;

I guess we should stop this now,
I know our love they’ll never allow,
But let’s make a vow,
That we'll be happy somehow;

This is our unfortunate reality,
No matter how happy we could be,
The world we live will never agree,
In this kind of external love.

They said this is the right track,
A future with you in pitch black,
This is how horrid reality attack,
That is the reason why I can’t love you back

_keyur_everything

...her GoodBye,

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You held my hand so tight.
We watched the stars all night,
But still I realize
There's something in your eyes.

The way you say you love me
And that we are meant to be
Is killing every piece of me,
If you could only see.

There's no doubt you really care,
But it's your heart you can never share.
And though you tried your best to love me,
It's just not meant to be, and so I set you free.

It's hard for me to let go,
But it's the only way I know
To spare you from suffering
And to save my heart from dying.

It's true you want my happiness,
But it's time to be honest,
And as much as it hurts, I'm going to say it now.
It's time for us to break our vows.

Still I thank you for everything,
And it's your love I'll forever be missing,
And now that I have to go,
Remember what we had was never a show.

I love you dear and so I fear
You'll be miserable if I am near,
So take this chance and explore the world.
Let your heart be your sword!

Goodbye, my love, and be happy.
I'll be fine, you have nothing to worry.
Take her hand and you will see
That I was never your destiny!!
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_keyur_everything

..She held a Dream,

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This tale's of someone who once held a dream
Till the day she fell apart at the seams.
A dream that vanished up into thin air
That left its trail of sorrow and despair.

She Once Held A Dream

There was a lady who once held a dream.
She couldn't see that all wasn't as it seemed,
That love would fade and be ended so soon,
Disappearing like waning crescent moon.

Anonymous hearts, two raw anguished souls,
Sadly for them end of romance bells tolled.
This had been the love she'd never forget
Best thing that'd ever happened to her yet.

Pure moments of bliss, golden promises.
They shared many loving, tender hugs & kisses.
Stars shone brighter, a heartfelt surrender
To the magic of amorous splendor.

Life danced along in harmonious bliss.
Her heart she gave him; he handed her his.
In passionate state of fascination
They pledged they'd last a lifelong duration.

Came the day the sweethearts' lovelight crumbled.
Rainbows tumbled and the heavens rumbled.
There was something wrong that neither could fix
As their hearts went into total eclipse.

A love story that came to naught, but woe
The day she had to let her sweetheart go.
The lady still loves him, and still she weeps
For the dream that she once held in her keep.
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_keyur_everything

...mistaken,

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Where you should be
I no longer see
If I blink you are there not here
Make it stop
Make it start over
I don't want to be missing
The life I had with you
You told me it wouldn't last
And I ignored it
I ignored your warnings
I lit the match because I wanted to see
And how bright we were you and me
But the light went out
And it reeks of sulfur
And you're all gone
Without so much as a smoulder
Stranded in the dark
I feel out my way to where you were
But my fingers only graze
The damp cool air
That has taken your place
I'm suffocating in this frozen hell
You told me it was coming
But I didn't listen
I didn't want to believe our days were numbered
Not when the moments were so sweet
We drank them like honey
But I can't hit repeat
Instead I am here alone
Waiting for a match to re-light
But all that remains is dead nights

_keyur_everything

....Inspiration,

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Your poems are my inspiration to write
since you left me there is no delight
the words I weave are meaningless without you
and my pen keeps wondering about you

I have lost your friendship my dear true friend
how do I go on without your helping hand
my very words to you become a crime
I will keep everything to myself next time

Your gentle soul and words I really miss
this sadness I will bury and seal my lips
remember for you I am always here
even if you are far my heart is near

Your friendship I value I treasure
your love no one can ever measure
what I say and feel is not a disguise
you mean so much to me please realise

I will wait no matter how long I will wait
for you to open the friendship gate

_keyur_everthing

...Moment,

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You just smile; no answer is necessary.
My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips.
My tongue lightly flicking -
Like I am asking, "Do you want me?"
The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips.
Touching every part,
Inside and out -
Over and over again.
Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue.
Now I press my lips gently to yours.
Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine.
My kisses are hot and fast.
I cannot rest long in any one place.
I have such a need to go on.
I trail kisses of passion all over your face.
Then back to your mouth.
Our tongues dance together.
We are exploring.
I circle your tongue with the tip of mine.
You echo the pattern back to me.
I lick the sides, underside and the top.
You echo back.
I suck your lower lip.
You echo back.
We repeat, repeat, repeat.
The sensations are driving our emotions.
We are wild for each other.
You thrust your tongue in and out.
The movements are rhythmic and stabbing.
Simulating our love making during mating.
I ask again, do you want me?
I can tell that you do.
No words are necessary.

_keyur_everything

an Essay#01 : _th Break Up_

...

It’s always better to say the truth now rather than living a lie and letting that lie get exposed later. I know what it feels like to be lied to, it’s not pretty, it’s horrible beyond measure. Honesty should always be one of the main factors of any relationship, and you need to be honest till the end, even if it means you’ll end up losing your relationship, it’s still much better than lying to the person you love, doesn’t matter how big or small the lie is, it’s still a lie and you’re still keeping it from them. Always speak truthfully and from the heart, those who know the importance of honesty will never leave you. Those who care more about themselves will probably walk away, but that’s for your own good.
Don’t disappear
One of the worst ways of breaking up with someone is by disappearing on them, by slowly fading away, don’t do that. You’ll give unwanted torture to someone by being selfish and scared. If you can’t make it work, either talk about fixing it or talk about a mutual breakup, running away is NOT an option. If you respect each other enough, give each other the courtesy of being open and honest about how the relationship is going and where it’s headed. Disappearing from the relationship isn’t going to solve anything, it’s only going to make it harder for both of you.
Don’t let anger take control

90% of breakups turn ugly because of anger, because one of the two people start letting anger take over them and just give in and lose control, don’t let that happen to you. While it’s pretty natural and expected to be angry at a situation like this, it’s highly unhealthy for both of you. I’ve seen a lot of people who talk things out without being angry, anger just ruins the entire point of trying to talk things out, it just wastes every effort and leaves people more angry and upset. Be calm and be gentle and kind with your words, you don’t want to have any negativity and you don’t want to have any regrets later. Trust me, you’ll hate yourself after a few months if you’re the one who got angry at the breakup. It’s a different and peaceful feeling when you know you didn’t lash out and you kept your cool, trust me.

Don’t involve a third person

If you’re thinking of bringing that one best friend and making them a part of this conversation, don’t, just don’t, it’s only going to end horribly for all of you. Keep in mind that it’s your relationship, it involves you and your partner and no one else, you’ve shared intimacy together, you’ve made memories together, you’ve cried and laughed with each other, do NOT ruin all of those things by bringing a third person in the middle, either to make your point heard or to try and fix the situation.

Don’t have mixed feelings, decide

One of the worst things people do to each other is drag the relationship out, to avoid the stress and pain of a breakup, don’t do that. Do not be in a dragged relationship because of emotions, come out of it because you want to be a much better person in life and you know that the relationship you’re in is only having negative effects on the two of you. Don’t have mixed feelings during the breakup, make up your mind once and for all and go with that decision. If you decide to break up, make up your mind about it and do it. If you decide to sort things out, do whatever is necessary to sort things out. Just don’t have mixed feelings about someone.

Don’t announce it, it’s your privacy

Don’t be that person who puts up a Facebook status as soon as their relationship ends, respect your privacy. Of course, you can talk to your close friends about it because you obviously need to share the pain and sorrow with someone, but just don’t announce it to the world. I’m pointing at you – person who changes their Facebook Relationship Status every two months. This is especially bad when the two of you suddenly decide to be together again, the number of questions and explanations you have to give everyone is going to be a pain and people will only make fun of you then. Avoid the pain, keep it to yourselves.
Don’t bring up the past
One of the worst things to do during a breakup is to bring up issues from the past, issues that had long been resolved and don’t even exist anymore, it’s painful. When you bring up even the smallest of issues, it’s going to create a new list of problems and it’s going to make you angry, which is going to lead to a pretty painful breakup with a lot of animosity and hate. Keep it simple, be very precise about how you feel and avoid the past AT ALL COSTS!

Expect it to be unpleasant

Like I said before, breakups are bad, even the word has pain in it, so expect them to be unpleasant. There is no such thing as a “happy breakup”, if you believe in a happy breakup then it means you’ve seen too many movies. Breakups are always going to be sad, even if they’re mutual and the two of you know that you tried your best, there’s still going to be a lot of grief and pain involved.

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...Celebrating YES,

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Three little letters
That said like a million close to you,
But honestly are
Worth more than a billion!

I’ve painted you smileys,
And written you rhyms.
Dedicated you some songs,
For I’m proud you are mine.

But nothing I’ve done
Parallels what you did.
When I asked if you loved me,
You said that you did!

Nothing at all you could
Tell this here babe,
That could ever, sever,
My night of sheer joy.

The exchange that you allowed,
Gave me hope and they did,
Energize and revive me
With a reason to win self.

So I thank you now
For making me back.
It’s because you said “Yes,”
We celebrate me and you!

_keyur_everything

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#How it's been clebrated

Coming soon....

SP#002 _Athaag_Maa_

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'"...Ha, hu thaki chhu pan haari nathi,

Mane aschary chhe ke jivan na santulan ni e bhramanaa ne kevi rite medvu?

Savar na 5 vagya nu alarm sambhadta sidio ma daudi jati hu ej maru kaam karva je mara balako na jagya pachhi hu naa kari saku.

Mane maru e kaam nu daftar, bharatu jatu ne mara dhyan mate bhikh mangtu dekhay chhe.

Ne mane badla ma potana mate 5 min j joie chhe.

Ha, hu thaki chhu pan haari nathi,

Hu badhu j kari saku chhu evo dhong karu chhu,

Mane pan khubh chocolates khavanu mann thay chhe,

Hu mara balako na suvala gaal ni adku chhu ne emne bheti lau chhu.

Mane chinta chhe ke hu amara jivan ma emna sathe ni ghani khash palo chuki rahi chhu.

Hu roi lai chhu jyare anubhavay chhe ke hu e badha mathi khovai rahi chhu.

Hu ek sixak chhu, balako na ujjawal bhavishya ne ghadvu ej maru kaam chhe pan

Mara balako have vayask chhe, mara karta vadhare saxam chhe. Ane hu emne sambhdu ne ghanu sikhu chhu emna thaki.

Mara vahla pati humesha mane emni najar thi mane badhu j samjhavta rahe chhe.

Ghar mate, hu ekdam nadan ane nasamaj stree j chhu.

Mare pan emna sathe sakht ane hoshiyar banvu chhe.

Ha, hu thaki gai chhu pan haari nathi.

Hu best employee banvani puri koshish karu chhu.

Mari banne duties ma, ghare ane nokari par.

Mara kaam ma badha j ek tak ni khoj ma hoy chhe ke kyare maari ek tarif ke sabashi made,

Ne hu e apu chhu, bhale ne puri koshish na janay to pan.

Ane ghare, hu khoj ma hov chhu ke kyare mane ek sabashi made,

Ne hu e dar vakhat chuki jau chhu e pan kadach pure puri sampurnata pachhi.

Hu nirash chhu pan haari nathi.

Ha, hu thaki gai chhu pan haari nathi.

Hu samjhu chhu ke aa ek bhaag chhe jivan no ane e saral thai jase.

Hu kahu chu, "..mare potana ashirwad ni kadar karvani jaroor chhe.."

Hu sapnu jou chhu ke hu ek divas vyavasthapurn thais ane aa badha thi upar uthi jais.

Hu humesha mate ek sari sixak ane mata banvani purti koshish karis.

Mane asha chhe mari koshish bekar nai jaay.

Ha, hu thaki gai chhu pan haari nathi..."

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Tamaru aa valan koine kyarey nahi samjhay.

Parantu kadar darek ne jaroor chhe.

Mate j tamara pase ek stree ni sauthi moti bhoomika chhe,

Tame MAA chho.

Tamari aa taken for granted life na khash divas par,

Mare tamne tamara prem, kalaji ane hufaalo saath aapta ajay vyaktitv ni thodi kadar karvi chhe.

Hu mara pura dil thi tame subhechchha pathvu chhu.

Janam divas ni khub khub khub shubhkamnao MAA...

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_keyur_everything

...my fever,

It didn't take a Harvard Medical School

degree to detect you and I were not 

lovers destined to wed but two viruses

doing their best to infect each other,

two fevers that'd spread,

different symptoms of the same sickness.

Past cure I am, now reason is past care.

Did I really wish to die?

The doctor dismissed me with the

professional ease with which one might

swat a fly, as if for the fly's own good.

So what if you loved me more intimately

than anyone ever would? A cancer cell 

could say that of any body it refused

to let go. Once the heart was infected,

How could it be corrected?

So what was I waiting for?

The truth is, the doctor smiled,

the microbe adores the flesh it's dating.

_keyur_everything

...Unstoppable Mom,

'"....Yahh, I am exhausted but never done. 
I wonder how to find the elusive "work-life" balance 
I hear my alarm go off at 5am and trudge downstairs to do the work I couldn't do when the kids were awake
I see my work bag, bulging, begging me to finally pay it attention.
I want 5 minutes to myself.
Yahh, I am exhausted but never done.

I pretend I can do it all
I feel the need to eat lots of chocolate
I touch my children's soft little cheeks and hug them.
I worry I am missing important moments with them.
I cry when I feel like I am drowning from it all.
Yahh, I am exhausted but never done.

I am a teacher, I used to make foundation of kid's future.

My childs are now adults, they are smarter than me. I used to listen and understand them and learn from them.

My sweet husband used to figure out things for me.

At home I am completely innocent foolish lady.

I want to be harder and smarter with them too.

Yahh, I am exhausted but never done.

I am trying to be the best employee as possible I can,

In my both duties at work as well as at home

At work everyone is looking in a chance to get my appreciation and I give even without full efforts.

At home I am looking for a single appreciation and I missed even after complet perfection.

I am disappointed too but I can't give up.

Yahh, I am exhausted but never done.

I understand this is a season in my life and will get easier.
I say, "I need to appreciate my blessings."
I dream that I will be organized and on top of everything
I try to be the best mom and teacher possible
I hope my efforts are not in vain.
Yahh, I am exhausted but never done...'"

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Your this attitude will never been understood by any one. But respected by everyone. That's why you have the biggest role of a Women.

You are the MOM.

On a precious day of your taken for granted life,

I would like to pay some appreciation for your loving, caring and supporting un-give-upable character. I do wish you from the bottom of my heart.

Very very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you MAA...

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_keyur_everything

SP#001 _Tari_Yaado_

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Hu kevi rite kahu tari yaado su chhe mara mate?

Ek jaadu chhe, jema tari ger hajari no anubhav  mane tari hajari na ullas jetlo j mitho lage chhe.

Mara sudhi pohachti hawaon jane tara lehrata ghata kesh na vadalo mathi prasri ne ena bhej thi mane bhinjavti rahe chhe

Mari ankho ma pravesta har prakash na kiran no strot tara chehra nu tej hoy em aankho ne chadkat ape chhe

Mara hriday ma bharato darek swaas jane tari sudol kaya ni sundarta thi felati suwaas no godo na hoy..! em mane dhabakto ne jivto rakhe chhe

Jane tara ek chamakta smit thi khili uthata phoolo ne jane bhinjali ne lehrata karie em akha sarir ma thati vyakultao tari yaad thi lehrava mande chhe

Tari ankho ni najar,

Tara lehrata vaad ni ghata,

Tara gaal nu chumban,

Tara ango ni Tajagi,

Tara hotho ni muskan,

Tara lalaat ni dradhata,

Tara naak no e dhaad,

Tara pagla no akar,

Tara pith no rakar,

Tara kamar ni sundarta,

Tari chhati ni sudorta,

Tara khabha no aram,

Tari hatheli no haam,

Tara swas no ucchawas,

Aa badhu j,

Aa badhu j nathi hotu, jyare Tara thi dur hov chhu to...

pan ena badlama hoy chhe eni yaad,

Eni yaad je tane jivant rakhe mari aas paas tari j ger hajari ma jena thaki me tane kyarey khoi nathi sakto...

Eni darek yaad jane ke

Ej ankho no tej,

Ej lehrata vaad ni hawa,

Ej gaal ni mulayamta,

Ej ango ni khushbu,

Ej hotho no swad,

Ej lalaat ni shanti,

Ej naak no rasto,

Ej pagla ni dhool,

Ej pith no valank,

Ej kamar no sparsh,

Ej chhati nu akarshan,

Ej khabha no teko,

Ej hatheli no sath,

Ej swas no pranavayu,

Aaj tari hajari chhe mara mate tari ger hajari ma...ne mane e pan etli j vhaali chhe jetli Tu..

Pachhi kai rite tu mara thi alag thai sake...

Kai rite tu mara thi alag rahi sake...

Tane khovano darr kem hoy mane..?

Jyare hu tane haji pan paami j rahyo hov,

Tu j maro prem maro sath che,

Tu j maro sang ne har pal ni yaad chhe.

Mane khabar chhe hu tane kyarey paami nai saku. Mane khabar chhe hu tane chhodi dais ek di,

Pan ha etlu kahis k

hu kyarey pan aajivan tane pamva nu nai chhodu...

_keyur_everything

...God is There,

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We can't foresee the turning of the tide
When problems beset us and tears are cried.
Sometimes life deals from the bottom of the deck
Filling us with worry and leaving us a wreck.

The enemy seeks to devour and destroy,
Using deceptions to eliminate our joy.
While walking through the valley, our heads hung low,
The mountain top seems so high, our footsteps slow.

How many times have we traveled this road
To battle the frustrations of troubles bestowed?
Yet when we come to our darkest hour
God demonstrates His infinite power.

It doesn't matter how bad things might seem,
He always comes through, our faith to redeem.
God will not fail us in our times of pain.
He'll never forsake us, by our side He'll remain.

So when we find ourselves at a total loss
Or when the valley seems too wide to cross,
Just remember you're in His love and care,
Look over your shoulder, He's always there!

_keyur_everything

..to Him,

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To the man who I knew it wouldn’t work with,

Hey, how are you?
It’s been about one month now since you ended things. I’m not angry, I’m not bitter hey I’m not really even sad anymore. Well sorta kinda?

You cross my mind almost every day though. I wish I could ask you how you are, how’s your wife, what’s happening with work? Did you get around to clothes shopping? Did you plan that your dream trip?

Are you seeing someone new now?

Are you happy?

I genuinely hope you are well and I hope that whomever you are with now is a better fit for you than I could be. I’m sorry I wasn’t that person for you and I forgive you for not being able to be that person for me

Hindsight is always 20/20 right? And I suppose it wouldn’t have worked out anyway. But my God I wanted it to. I wanted us. I wanted to finally be able to say a relationship worked and I didn’t mess things up with another man. Maybe it wasn’t about you as to why I felt like I failed. Felt, feel? I’m not exactly sure what or rather where I am with that.

It’s like you are a ghost to me now. You aren’t in my life anymore and I’m dealing with it. I’m slowly accepting that you aren’t coming back. I promise I’m trying.

I want you to know that I saw myself falling in love with you. I saw us being a forever and by how you were talking I thought you saw that too.

I forgive you for being a coward and breaking up with me over the phone.
I forgive you for not doing it in person two days before when we spent that last night together.
I forgive you for not being who I romanticized in my head and created.

Maybe I was so tired of things not working out and you were the first ‘normal’ man I had been with in years. Maybe I just like the idea of you but not actually you. Maybe I made everything up in my head. Or maybe you never really did care.

At the end of the day it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter if you thought I was going to grow a third arm, or if I was too much or too little for you or if you just got bored or you wanted to sleep with 30 different woman.

What matters is you no longer felt the need to put effort into being in my life and as much as that hurt me more than you may ever understand, I have to respect your decision.

I respect your decision to leave even if I don’t understand it fully.

And if I ever see you in passing, I promise I’ll wave and smile and wish you all the best in the world.

I hope you are happy even though I’m not part of that happiness.

Best,
The woman you said you wanted to marry while going through a divorce

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_keyur_everything

...his Dance,

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He asked me what is special in his dance?

Now who can tell him that just like waiting for the rain and seeing the tired peacock like the rain coming and putting his mind and dancing, the happiness we get is just the same happiness we get when we see your dance,

When you dance, the innocence on your face,

The smile on your lips, the peace on your face that binds with time,

We gets you in your dance, we gets your lost happiness, we gets the feeling of being with us in your dance, then how can I not say that all the happiness in the world is at one way and your dance is for us on other hand

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...Unconditional,

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Words lots of words
words have meanings
Some words are said in anger.
But few are spoken about
unconditional Love .

Words lots of words
are said in haste
and many hit
On the face
But were is the
unconditional love..

Words are only words
They can lift us up
or tear you down.
If you don't have
something nice to
say, then say nothing.
Is your love soppy
Or does it turn on
and off like a dripping tap.

Words are just words
Unless they come straight
from the heart.
treat others the way
you would like to be treated.
Were is the love
unconditional love..

One person only fits the bill
our father in heaven
Our maker and creator of earth..
For he created Man
So God created words
not empty words ..
But words that fulfill
a meaningful life.

Look and you will find
Eternal love that isn't blind  
unconditional love..
sought from above..

...a meet,

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Today I had a talk with someone that made me question my perspective on love.
What is love to you?
I asked a close friend and she said love is to be able to never get tired of a person and to appreciate their flaws. Love is to want to compromise.
Then I asked her, even if they cheated on you?
And she said no.

As I had this certain talk with someone that made me question love, he started off by saying that in the bible, it is written that one should not marry someone who doesn't believe in the God of Abraham.
Now what does that mean?
He told me that in modern day, it means you should not marry a person who is not a Catholic.
But why would God say that right?
God loves you unconditionally. When I say unconditional, i mean God will love you no matter what, even if you commit ****** or any other sin.
So he told me, "So 'believing in the God of Abraham' actually means understanding and believing in the idea of unconditional love.

"Unconditional love is required to keep two people happy together. The bible says you cannot be together forever with someone who doesn't believe in unconditional love."

Here's an example that this certain someone told me about.

If you believe in conditional love and marry someone who doesn't believe in unconditional love, he will not understand where you are coming from. If you cheat on him, and ask him to take you back, he won't because he doesn't understand the idea of unconditional love.
Rather, he'd be angry that you even have nerve to cheat on him and ask for his forgiveness. He would think that you're crazy and selfish to expect him to forgive you.
"Why? Because in his world, there is no unconditional love. He doesn't understand it.
Why? Because he doesn't know an example of unconditional love (God of Abraham)
It's only logic."

I asked him if he believes in unconditional love and he said "I believe that there is no other love than unconditional love."

And that makes me question the concept of love.

If I think about it, I'll love my family no matter what happens, even if they betray me.
If i can't love my life long partner in the same way I love my family, then that is not love.

I don't think I can tell anyone other than my family that I love them because unconditional love is the only kind of love.
If someone cheated on me, I don't think I will be able to forgive them and take them back unless I love them unconditionally.

He told me another scenario.

Where your spouse cheats on you and you take him back because you love him unconditionally. He says he loves you but doesn't understand what unconditional love is.
"Now overtime you look into his eyes and say that you love him, he'll smile or something like that but that idiot won't understand the gravity of what you are saying. He'll only think that you love him like this limited definition of love. It's like there is a glass wall between you and him. He can see you but can't hear you. But he is okay with it because he doesn't know that the glass wall can be taken out of the way. But you know better. Can you imagine how frustrating it'll be?"

"You - I love you
Him - I love you, too
You - No! Not like that, I love you unconditionally
Him - Yes, I love you too
You - No no.. UNCONDITIONALLY
Him - Huh?
You - :("

So then I proceeded to ask him,
"What do you do from there?"

And he said,
"Take a deep breath and continue loving unconditionally."

At last, he said to me, "Good luck loving someone after this."
I laughed.
Because he was right.
Now I have a totally different definition of love.

Unconditional love is a sacrifice, a beautiful sacrifice.
And I'm so sure that I'm capable of making that sacrifice.

_keyur_everything

...my Friend,

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Thank you, friend, for all the things

That mean so much to me--
For concern and understanding
You give abundantly.

Thanks for listening with your heart;
For cheering me when I'm blue;
For bringing out the best in me;
And just for being you.

Thanks for in-depth conversation
That stimulates my brain;
For silly times we laugh out loud;
For things I can't explain.

For looking past my flaws and faults;
For all the time you spend;
For all the kind things that you do,

Thank you; thank you, friend

You magnify my happiness
When I am feeling glad;
You help to heal my injured heart
Whenever I am sad.

You’re such a pleasure in my life;
I hope that you can see
How meaningful your friendship is;

You’re a total joy to me.

You are wonderful, one of a kind,

uniquely valuable!

Right now, think of your positive qualities,

and things you can do better

than the average person can.

Always remember:

Your are smarter,

more capable,

and more significant

than you think you are.

This friendship poem talks about how friends share burdens. It's a friend poem that creates a special bond.

Because you are my friend,
my life is enriched in a myriad of ways.
Like a cool breeze on a sweltering day,
like a ray of sunshine parting glowering clouds,
you lift me up.

In good times, we soar,
like weightless balloons
over neon rainbows.
In bad times, you are soothing balm
for my pummeled soul.

I learn so much from you;
you help me see old things in new ways.
I wonder if you are aware
of the bright seeds you are sowing in me.

I'm a better person for knowing you,
so that everyone I interact with
is touched by your good effect on me.
You relax me, refresh me, renew me.
Your bounteous heart envelops me
in joy and love and peace.

May your life be filled
with dazzling blessings,
just as I am blessed

by being your friend.

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_keyur_everything

..Arguing God,

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Mujhse kaha khuda ne mat kar intezaar,

Iss janam me uska milna muskil hain,

Mene bhi keh diya le lene de maza,

Agle janam to mumkin hain,

Fir usne kaha mat kar itna pyaar,

bahut pachhtayega,

Muskura ke mene kaha dekhte hain,

tu kitna meri ruh ko tadpayega,

Fir usne kaha, hatta use chal me tujhe jannat ki hur dikhata hu,

Mene kaha aa niche, dekh mere yaar ka muskurata chehra,

Tujhe jannat ki hur bhulata hu,

Tilmilakar usne kaha mat bhul apni aukat,

Akhir tu ek insaan hain,

Mene kaha to mila de mujhe mere pyaar se,

Or sabit kar ki tu hi bhagwan hain...

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_keyur_everything 

...Sorry i did,

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I’m sorry I kissed you
Because I was content with life
I said I was happy
I called it okay

I’m sorry I kissed you
Because I had books and stories
Dreams of imaginary places
Everything worked out

I’m sorry I kissed you
Because I was comfortable
In my small world
Everything made safe

But your lips pull me away
To the edge of the diving board
The brink of the cliff
The top of the ride

Now I must decide
Shall I buy the ticket
Take this newly fragile heart
And jump, and fall

And I am afraid
Because I can’t take it back
You made me
I’m not the same

Take a deep breath
Don’t look down
Drowned in your eyes
Don’t look back

I’m sorry I kissed you

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_keyur_everything

...Stay,

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Some people will be lonely

Some people will be blue
But I know that I have you
When we are together
Nothing can be better
On this day, this very special day
I will love you in every single way
When the flowers bloom in the spring
And the leaves change in the fall
I will give you everthing
Like the waves in the ocean
And the rushing waters of a waterfall
My love for you is everlasting
I can't imagine going a day without you
For that, my dear, would be unbearable
But I know that I've got you
If our love is a sin
Let it be the sweetest of them all
God will be with you forever, and so will I
Together, let us bring peace and love to others
For I know you are very kind
And you wouldn't hurt a fly
I love that abot you
At night, you tuck me in like a child
In the morning, I know you are there
For I can fell your fingers running through my hair
I don't how we ended up where er are know
But I wouldn't laeve for the world
I don't want roses
And I don't want diamonds
All I want is you
Some people don't really love
They take, which is a horrible thing to do
Loving is not taking
Taking is hating
I do not take, I love
When you leave I beg you not to go
You urn around and look at me
I have that sad look you love so much
You can't help but stay a little longer

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_keyur_everything

...UnBeaten_Love,

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One day these actions won't just be actions 
these words won't just be words
these feelings won't just be feelings 
instead we will have love

maybe one day our worlds will align
and i won't have to stand idly by
and watch what i know will end 
because our love never drowned
it never even lived

we didn't feel the rush of the water cover our heads
we never got to stand drenched from the feeling of trust, selflessness, patience, kindness, humility, protection, holiness

i never got to hold your hand tightly and say i won't let it go
i never got to jump in your arms and say i'm glad to see you again
i never got to kiss you all over your face and say how beautiful , how perfect
i never got the chance to see your tears and you see mine
i never got the chance to walk in a room and know your heart still mine
i never got the chance to feel you exhale in my arms because you know your safe
i never got the chance to say i love you and hear you say the same

i tell myself it's not our season, it's not our time but still i cry
because i know it's out of my hands 
but trust me i understand
and to you i'll say
i'll love you when the whole world has dried away
and i hear love say "well done my omyyy"...

i've learned that love doesn't stop just because you don't hear what you want
it doesn't stop because you don't feel the way you should
it doesn't stop because you don't see what you think you should see

it doesn't stop because you can't do what you feel to do

love is invisible...it's when you search inside yourself and realize that no matter how many tears you've cried or how many times you thought love died,how many times you recall your destinations and how much you remind your restrictions..

that your love for another person through everything still survivied

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_keyur_everything

...Sunflower,

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I listened in childhood that,

Sunflowers rotate as per the direction of Sun,

Suppose morning they were facing East,

Evening they face West,

How magical it is,

Don't you think the love of Sunflower is eternal,

There is no expectation,

There is no anxiety,

Only longing,

Longing the sun rays to fall on their petals,

The sunflower petals might giggle,

When the morning sun rays touch,

Like how I used to giggle for your naughty jokes at start,

Then the petals feel burnt at afternoon,

The Sunrays are like fire,

But the Sunflowers smiles and hold the pain,

Like how I used to drink my tears when you fight,

In the evening while the Sun takes to send off,

The sunflowers do not cry,

They feel dry and say,

Let us meet again tomorrow,

Like how I said I am yours anytime,

Let us be together if possible,

Sun come again tomorrow,

to make the love of the sunflowers as eternal,

Hey girl,

Will, you come too again tomorrow,

to breathe some fresh air and to live in your hugs,

To be my Sunflower.

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_keyur_everything

..th Burning Desire, - 2

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I want to kiss you

Soft
Slow
Deeply
Passionately

I want to kiss you while all the world behind us fades into black
I want to kiss you without expectation
I want kissing you to be the only objective
I want your hands to wander and your breath to quicken
I want your legs to tremble
I want your chest to heave

I want to kiss until you’re smiling into my mouth
Until I’m laughing into yours
Until I sink my teeth into your bottom lip
Until I hear you moan out for me

I want to massage your lips with my own
My fingers kneading your back
Roaming your sides
Grasping your waist

I want my tongue to tickle your lips
I want my tongue to dance with yours
I want to taste what else has touched your tongue
While making you forget anything else ever did

I want to kiss you
Until my lungs run out of air
And I have to breath through yours
Until you’re moaning into my mouth
Your body pressed to mine
Fingers tangled into my curls
Pulling me deeper into your kiss
Further into your kiss

I want to kiss you so passionately
That you’re engulfed into me
Totally ignorant to anything around us
I want the windows to fog up
I want the air to grow warmer and warmer

I want to kiss you until you’re dizzy
Light headedly dizzy
And then I want to pull away
Rest my hands on your hips
Rest my forehead against yours
And I want to ask you what the answer to 2+2 is
And I want you to be so over come you giggle OMY in response

So, it's my propose to you babe,

Can i??

_keyur_everything 

...She to Dad,

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Hey papa,

Aaj na aa khash divas par tame ketla khash cho ena mate kaik kehvu chhe.

Papa,

I am sorry papa,

I am sorry ke me tamne tamara Nick name thi bolavta bolavta tamaru naam j bhuli gai.

I am sorry papa, ke me tamne papa samjhvanu j bhuli gai.

Sachu kau to aa bhul thi aje mane garv chhe.

Kaik evo garv ke hu tamari aatli najik chhu. 

Garv chhe tame mane papa banine nai uchheri.

Garv chhe mane ke tame mara pela dost banya. 

Garv chhe tame mari badhi j nadaniyo ma samjhan joi.

Garv chhe k tame mari badhi bhoolo ma mara prayaas joya.

Garv chhe mane tame mari zid ma mari khushi joi.

Garv chhe tame mara nirnayo ma mari himmat joi.

Garv chhe mane tame mari khaamio saame mari Acchai joi.

Garv chhe tame mara shabdo nai mara matlab sambhadya.

Garv chhe tame mara vartan nai mara vicharo joya.

Garv chhe tame maro darr nai mari himmat joi.

Garv chhe tame maro gusso nai mari chinta joi.

Garv chhe tame mari hinsa nai maro laad joyo.

Garv chhe tame maro angamo nai maro pyaar joyo.

Garv chhe tame tamari dikri nai pan mane joi

Mane garv chhe tamara par papa.

Garv chhe ke tame mara papa chho.

Mane nathi khabar me tamne su aapyu chhe.

Dil thi kau to me eva koi prayaas j nai karta kyarey ke hu tamne kai apu. Tame kyarey mangyu nathi ne paa, tame apva ma etla busy rahya ne hu ene maanva ma etli busy rahi ke me kadach mari badhi farajo pan tamne nai aapi.

Mane garv chhe papa tamara aa roop par.

Bas aa shubh din par tamne etlu kehvu chhe ke

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY my real Hero

I love you so much my BANTI, I mean my Dad.

Tamara garv na badla ma aaje fari ek vaar hu kaik mangu j chhu. Ke mara PAPA tarike hu tamara mate kai pan kari saku chhu jena thi tamne garv thaay?

Su hu tamaro garv bani saku chhu dad??

#UnTold_She

...Safarnaama,

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For so long I held my heart so securely in place
Away from the world, in this cold, dark, lonely space

Then you came into my life, and I didn't know what to do
What my heart had so longingly missed, I now found in you

Letting you in my life was something I wasn't sure about
But the more time we spent together I was left without a doubt

Knowing that with each passing day, your love to me meant more
It filled a place inside my heart that had known only emptiness before

I didn't see how painful it must have been for you to love me, unconditionally
When I demanded so much of you, this perfect person you tried so hard to be

Even though it wasn't purposeful I know it hurt your heart to believe
That just one mistake, and I wouldn't hesitate to leave

How could you have known nothing was ever farther from being true
Your smile, the warmth of your heart, I could never bid adieu

As you held my heart you touched a part of my soul, and there your fingerprints still rest
Your whispers softly echo, with hopes of hearing them I quiet my very breath

Although where we're headed now is something yet unknown,
A part of me has left, and never again will I alone, my heart own

And how fortunate I must be, that at this journey's end
It has been, still is, and always will be, you I call my best friend

_keyur_everything

...your turn,

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How can I not love you

Though my heart says I do
How could I not want you
You've taken my soul out of the blue

I can't see you
Nor can kiss you
But I'm really certain
This feeling is true

I maybe a friend
And there's nothing I can do
Somehow I wish
You'll feel the same way too

Contineous conversations
Exchanging opinions
Brings out a lot
Discoveries and revelations

Sharing point of views
And arguing on some issues
In one way or another
You've come to know me better

Step on step,

Relation to relation,

Roles to roles,

Limits to limits,

You came near to me, close to me

Time had passed
Realization atlast
Quit denying the fact
I am winning your heart

Sweetest thing we have achieved is we become clossest to each other with lovefull, respectfull and peacefully distance.

Let's celebrate my Dear
Let's make it through
This is the right time

To say you love me too

_keyur_everything

....my Happiness is Yours,

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To feel your embrace is heaven on earth

your caress, your gentle aggresiveness
the deep pleading in your eyes for my body to be intertwined with yours..
we melt into one another
our souls connecting, our skin vibrating
pleasantly awaiting that moment of complete serenity
that bliss
the trembling of our tender quakes, lost in submission..
heads in the clouds, counting wisps of broken dreams
carrying the weight of the world in our hopeful hearts, beating together as
One _a solid entity

i stroke your cheek, imaginging for that moment that we are the only two on the planet
far-stretched across the galaxy
our very existence shedding light throughout the cosmos..
you wink, a guilty smile
knowing the thoughts floating thru my mind
ever-dreaming, lost in space & time with you..
we shed our skin, glowing in the naked vulnerability of our souls:
on display, for only us to see
a cloak of protection surrounding each other from the outside world
our love a vast secret of hope for all the jaded souls who hoard away their love
buried under heartache and unforgiveness
relentlessly hiding their shame
an atrocity to all those who've cast aside bitter memories
grasping at the void for acceptance and bliss..

the stars shine bright in the night sky
overwhelming me with their capacity to give and give, and never take
they shed their light over our swelling hearts, catering to our every wish
a beautiful gesture of pure loving kindness
a feat i will cherish for all of my days..
you stir slightly, not wanting to jolt me from my peaceful reverie
nonetheless, unabashedly watching me delight in the unfathomable universe surrounding us
your half-cracked smile says it all, as you glow with admiration
or is it my glow that is pouring over you?
quietly, i take your hand in mine, smoothing the hair on your neck
i rest my head in the crevice of your shoulder
thoughts drifting in and out

only heaven on earth remains

_keyur_everything

...i Care,

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I'm sending this to let you know

I think of you each second,
And pray for your recovery,
Hoping soon you'll be okay.

You're going through a lot right now;
You're treatments can be trying;
Remember while you do them
It's your problem you're defying.

Hold on to your positive attitude,
And when things get hard to bear,
Know that I am here for you;
Remember that I care.

And when you're well and flourishing,
Look back and realize,
You learned what you were made of;
That's a reward that satisfies!

I believe in you; You can do it!

_keyur_everything

...first night,

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Hey, I am so sorry my WiFi. I am so unfare that I slept last night before you came. I slept like I don't have that same feelings and respect at all like I insulted your moods and feels for me. But trust me, I never ever ever been intented like that. I know this can be not so special than I could be with you last night but when I opened my eyes, I found you near here close to me.

I am loving you by watching you sleeping.

I am looking at your innocent face which is still have that last blur caring smile which you may be had while watching me slept. It convincing me that you were not disappointed for that. I can see that last storm of love you felt by coming close to me. I can see your that moulded lips which was may be ready to kiss me in love. I can see that relaxing peace on pupils which may be you felt by watching me after sleeping close to me. I found your that Baby finger twisted and locked with mine to tell me and realise me that you'll never leave me. Trust me this was damn pleasurable for me like we are sleeping like wrapping each other. I found your chicks light and bright red coloured which are telling me that how notty you came up to be with me but that nottiness had been surendered against cuteness of my sleeping face.

I can feel you the same may be what you had felt before you sleep. Yet I am looking at you, your this face which is still loving me in sleep. Which is telling me that you are there in your dreams, with me, awaken and loving me more and more. I was not imagined that our this first night will become this much special, lovefull and pleasurable without being touched and involved with each other.

May be I will get a sleep again after telling you this. And when you will be awaken you will find me with this all same things on my face too. That smile, that rounded lips and that pinky chicks.

May be it can turned you on or may be it can hurt you more if I am completely wrong about my absence but the thing is,

I can't lose you any how. I can't miss you more. I just can't let you go far from me. I will not untie this baby fingers. They have enough right to have there own s&x life.

But, at the end. I request you to be as same as you feels after reading this message.

I don't want anything from you after getting that special ring in my hand with your name.

I can not forget last day,

I can not forget our togetherness,

I can not forget your that all hugs which were given to tell me that I am yours, that special you is for me and your best you can do is just about being with me.

I can't not forget that kisses which was given to me to tell me that you are kissing through me to my gentleness, kindness, politeness, sweetness and Infiniteness.

I can not forget your that on knee proposal. that lines which was saying

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Hey

Marry me...

Plz plz plz

You are the most beautiful soul of the world.

It was my dream to execute this to the partner of my life which is becoming true cz of you.

As i have decided that i will do this to the most deserving guy, and you are the one who deserves this

So....please marry me...'"

And I could not figure out that I am dead here or I just started to breath.

I just could express my everything through that forehead kiss after accepting your propose and the same I wanted to do right now after watching you sleeping. But, I will not do it. I will wait for you. I don't want to steel that feeling you feels while I kiss you like that. So I am waiting my babe..., I hope we will get back soon together.

I know this will explain my this late 125 mins which I spend with my sleeping wife on our first night. And I would say, this is the most precious feeling of the world.

I love you my wife. And hope you will make me awaken instantly to show me your most valuable reactions for this.

Till the time, I am coming in to your dreams

_keyur_everything

...MisUnderstanding,

...you said it was just a misunderstanding
but it wasn't
how could you say that
i understand perfectly what happened
why can't you

it was not a misunderstanding
i said no
i said stop
i cried
i yelled
i trembled
and i was in both physical and mental pain

but she didnt listen
She was forceful
and aggressive
and i couldnt wrap my head around what just happened
until several hours later

you found out the next day
and decided to come up with your own conclusions
but you won't listen to what actually happened

you ignore
and pretend its nothing
that it was a misunderstanding
and that i am okay

well i am not okay
it was not nothing
and its okay to not be okay
and its okay to have something going on in your life

but you weren't there for me
even though you tell everyone you were
she wouldn't be proud
and you know exactly who I'm talking about

she's looking over not just me
but you as well
and she's devastated

as well as i am

because it was not a misunderstanding
it was assault
it was ****
it was wrong

_keyur_everything 

...i should,

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Which life shall I follow?
What path should I take?
Should I go left or right?
And make the same mistakes.
Like I've done in the past.
Or should I move far away and start over again?
Because I'm a senior in high school and knew too much about the game.
The Lifestyle? The People? and even about the Money?
For me it all has to change.
So what do I do?
Because I've made big mistakes.
It's either this way or that way.
What more can I say?
I guess whatever comes down to it...
I'm going to change and make my grandma proud because she's up in heaven
With all the other angels like family members
I have lost in the past 8 years for goodness sake
So I guess I am going to change
But not for my own good
But for someone who always counted on me
No matter what mistakes I've made
Because in the end
I got a whole team up in heaven
Who want to see me make it
And when I hit that ball over the fence
You know I didn't do it for me
But for the loved ones
We miss very truly

_keyur_everything

...your tears,

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I come when pain

Becomes too much to take.
I come when you're sad,
Or your heart starts to break.

I might come when you panic,
I might come when you're mad.
I'll show up here and there,
When enough is what you've had.

I'm salty and warm,
I might be big or small.
Sometimes when you're strong,
I don't come up at all.

 

I fill your eyes with moisture,
I roll down your cheek.
Sometimes I mean joyous,
Sometimes I mean weak.

Sometimes when you're scared,
I come as a sign of fear.
You can feel when I'm coming,
Whether far or near.

I may come along
When you hear your favorite song.
Sometimes I show up
When you've been strong for too long.

I know you want to fly away.
I know inside you're a mess.
You long for a brighter day.

 

They are you tears,
your tears are words, your heart can't express.

_keyur_everything

...ek mulaaqat,

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Vaah, 

Hu aaje ene madyo... 

Ene madva nu nakki thavu, ne madva java nikdi padvu,

Vaah, ketlo utsaah ne ketlo badho umang. 

Tya pohchvu, ene phone karvo, eno jawab na apvo ne adhiraay thi ene aas paas ni vyakti ni aakrutio ma jabarjasti sodhvu, 

Vaah, ketli aaturta ne ketli vyaakudta. 

Enu same prastut thavu ane

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Ane samay, swaas ne e shaam nu aam j thambhi javu. 

Vaah, ketlo santosh ne ketli shanti..! 

Enu najar madavu, baho felavvi, dodine jane mane aalingan aapvu. 

Vaah, ketlu shukun ne ketli khushi..! 

Enu hasvu, ramvu, mane gud-gudavvu, mane pan hasavvu. 

Vaah, ketli nikhalasta ne ketli masti..! 

Enu chidhavvu, enu rizavvu, ene irshyaa thavu ne enu gusse thavu, 

Vaah, ketlu angatpanu ne ketlo adhikaar..! 

Enu samjhavvu, enu mangvu, enu kehvu to vadi enu puchhvu, 

Vaah, ketlo prem ne ketlo vishwas..! 

Enu sopvu, enu jhumvu, enu nachvu ne enu vhaal karvu, 

Vaah, ketli saadgi ne ketli sacchai..! 

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Kaik alag j hatu aaje ene madvu,

kaik alag j hatu aje alag thavu pan, 

Ame hasya e pan radi ne

Ame nachya e pan jhumi ne

Ame najik avya e pan dur karine

Ame ramya e pan jhagdi ne

Ame gusso karyo e pan manavi ne

Ame gaado api e pan sath hovana ehsaas thi

Ame swarth karyo e pan tyaag karine

Ame nadaani kari e pan samjhi Samjhi ne

Ame hukam karya e pan aajiji karine

Ame bedarkari kari e pan chinta karine

Ame vhaal karyu e pan thapko aapine

Ame laad karyu e pan heran kari ne

Ame bhavnao kahi kai j na boline

Ame aalingan karyu e pan dur rahine

Ame chumya pan e pan nisparsh rahine

Ame rokai gaya e pan dur thaine

Ame prem karyo e pan tiraskar karine

Ame garv karyo aavi mitrataa karine

Ame sath nibhavyo e pan dur rahine

Ame mehsoos karyu e pan vyakt na karine

Ame aa badhu karyu ek var madi ne

Ame aa shaky karyu e pan hakikat karine

Ame madya e pan naa madine

Ne ante ek thai gaya bas alag thaine

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_keyur_everything